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"That night"

Dont even know if I can write this song. Caught on a beam between right and wrong. Gotta keep forward. Keep straight, for the sake of why we stay up all night long. Its not up for interpret. Paranoid of exploiting the verdict. But in the same breath, I got thoughts that I wanna express and let surface. This aint for props or pop cultur. Its about a balloon that got punctured. The sunshines fun til it burns someone, and we all got burnt that summer. She was sixteen. Another young angel with clipped wings. She came to the shows, but I never met her. Dont even know if she was listening. That night we lost a supported. That night somebody lost a

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Hard To Say GoodbyeHow could it be that you and I will have to say goodbye,
Things were well and then they fell right before are eyes.
I never wanted to hurt you, leave you, or desert you,
This is best for us to part and move on with our lives.


You were my love and my best friend,
You were everything to me.
We tried and tried to make amends,
It must not have meant to be.

Please don't forget the times we had,
Camping in the dark.
Those long, long nights without the fights,
And playing in Hard To Say Goodbye
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I forgotI forgot about the way you make me feel. I forgot about the way you touch my skin. I forgot about the love that I once had for you. But walking through the front door and seeing you there reminded me of everything. I forgot the way your lips felt against mine. I forgot the way you held me in your arms. I forgot how your eyes shimmer in the light. I never want to loose you again. There are so many things that I need to tell you, but dont know how to put it into words. I forgot the way your voice sounded when you said my name. I forgot the way you can read me like a book. I forgot about the first time we met. I forgot the first memo I forgot
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Im SorryIM sorry.. if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry.. if I'm not tan enough for you. I'm sorry.. if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. if I'm too tall or short for you. I'm sorry.. if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me I'm sorry.. if my hair is not long enough. Im sorry.. if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.

But most of Im Sorry
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TravelStones and flowers line the ground. We are lost and found.
Shadows walking through the crowd. We are lost but found. Is love really going to save us? When I get me some money, I going to buy me some time. I cant fight your war until Im finished with mine. Got a lot of walls, but the house is hollow. Not knowing which path to follow. Ran away from the house to drift some more. Its not like Ive never been on my own before. Riding the roads with no direction. I have no expectation. I expect the unexpected of my travels to come. Life is a journey, so come and get Travel
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Yet another one gone....

Mon Apr 7, 2008, 1:02 PM

I have just found out that on January 8th, 2008 my good friend Ryan Bell shot himself. Yet another one of my friends has comtitted suicide. I have lost count of just how many I have lost over the years. He was a good person and deserved better then ending his life in such a way. Its a very sad story but not an uncommon one. I hope his family is doin okay and I wish the best for them. As for me, I dont even know what to do with the whole situation. I havent shed one tear but yet, my heart is broken. I dont think I have fully come to terms with what really happened. I am goin to go and visit his headstone today. Maybe that will finally make closure with the whole situation. I have known him since I was 13 years old. He was always a good friend to me and was always there to have a fun time. He will be missed. So very much. R.I.P Ryan Jonathan Bell 5/23/1984~1/8/2008

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Current Residence: South Jordan, Utah
Interests: Writing, sleeping, reading, cooking, laughin, partyin
Favourite movie: I have lots of them!!
Favourite band or musician: I really love Dj Tiesto. I am kind of a rave music junkie.
Favourite genre of music: My top two favorite is techno and trance. But, I also like all other kinds of music too.
MP3 player of choice: Well, I once had a really nice Ipod, but it was stolen. Those mother fuckers!!!
Favourite game: Need For Speed Underground, Diddy Kong racing, Fable, Mario Smash Bros., and Sonic on Sega!!!!
Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo Wii
Favourite cartoon character: Gotta love the Spongebob Squarepantsand Patrick Star!!!
Personal Quote: Stix and stones will break my bones, but words can forever scar me.
Tools of the Trade: Pen, pencil, paper, and my half eaten brain. And the occasional picture here and there.